Somehow things got complicated than I expected and somehow I am at my wits end.
I cannot share this to the person closest to me as I fear my greatest fear comes to a reality.
I try to hide the face that things go bad, I always carry it by myself but sometimes, honestly, I can't carry all this worry alone.
I am supposed to trust her and yet I cannot. I cannot share this problem with her. I'm out of words when it comes to this.
And somehow, nothing is coming out in my head. Solutions are blank. I know there is answer but the risk it imposed is higher. Question is why does this happen, especially at the most crucial and important moments?
I am scared right now.
I'm not supposed to be but I am. I can't think straight right now!
