"Home... home is where your first step into life begins."


I went home today and realized how I miss my family. I would admit I was a pain in the butt when I was a kid. Even now more likely. I somehow lack the motivation to continue to post today. Maybe when I feel like writing more. But then again, laziness is at its peak. I'll tell more later. Ok?

Finally I got into inspiration to write something about. There's a scene in lucky star episode 22 that had touched me numerous times. Kinda odd for a man like me to feel like that but somehow the story entails of the father's lost of his wife and his daughter somewhat asking, "why did mom marry you? I mean you are a loser and a failure but why you?" A question lingering on the fact that I am on the same level of the father. I am nobody to begin with. I didn't make it much in college. I wasn't your successful businessman or office tycoon. I'm just a lowly everyday employee of a huge company, earning what seems to be right for me. But why me? I dare ask my wife and she said there were no reasons attached. But one thing told me and taught me about the father's response to her daughter... "Perhaps I can say I am confident..."

"Confident enough to say that I am the man who loved your mother more than anyone in the world..."

I can say the same thing today. I love my wife each passing day and each moment that came. Now that we are expecting a baby, I even love her more. I'll take a picture of her someday while she is still pregnant to keep the memories. As I said, home is where everything starts. This is my new home, together with my wife and soon to be baby. I wish we can keep this one. I lost my first baby during a time. I wasn't careful. This time I will be ready and this I will make sure we keep this one. I haven't thought of a name yet. maybe i should post one of those watcha call em.... err... umm... google for a sec... voting polls! yes that's it. To see what name would be nice. Anyhow, I'm on a running time here. So I can't explain the time I have left. There's still problem with the phone where I can't stay connect long enough. My in-laws keeps putting the dsl down. so anyhow... I've shared a context of my life today. Maybe sometime I will add more and I've also up the comments so maybe sometime I can expect someone to tell me there own story. Or hear from an old friend. Well good luck to the next journey. I'll be going out today and head to scott's place for a game. I'll make sure this time the paladin is brave and noble. Later!!!

"It's what people around you that makes half of you..."

I dedicate this blog to my office mates. I never was much of a social person. I was more an anti-social person. I can't say much today cause, nothing is popping in my head but cheers to my friends. I can't say where we work. It's a hush hush. hehehe.

Good Luck to everyone!