Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Remembering a few important things...

I'm at work right now and waiting for the next big thing to happen. As I checked a few items in my personal email, I decided to explore a bit further regarding google's additional features. And there I bumped to an important person's blog. She mentioned:

when i was still younger there is someone who is really special to me gave me a copy of this song recorded in a cassette tape.

I recalled that song and unexpectedly started humming to the tune. It was an old game song, way way back college years. A song, I hope would always be a reminder why I always looked at her that way. But fate had something different planned and what the future we hoped for didn't come true.

Turns out sooner or later, we had different lives. I got married first, then she got married. Further into the future, she left the country while I stayed humbly with my work. I now have a big family and hoping each day becomes better and always happy for us. There's ups and downs but who can complain, that's life.

I would be lying if I say I am contented but I am not. My family has needs that I need to fulfill before I can say I am content. I need to be a good provider and be able to ensure my family will always have something. On the other end, emotionally, I am. I happily in love and loved by my family.

But enough about that, back to the song and to the person. One thing I am doing right now, when I have a free time is I am finishing the last, and hopefully the last story of the fiction story I wrote years ago I shared with her. It would be the closing story between us. It would depict the current lives we live but with a twist. Hopefully it gets done soon.

As for the song, I have a song that reminds me of my wife. A song I shared to her as well that reminds me that our love would remain even through the longest length of time. So I leave everyone with the song of me and my wife. Something that was played during our wedding...

    Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
    For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
    To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
    Melodies of life--love's lost refrain
     
    Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
    We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
    And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
    Let them ring out loud till they unfold
    In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
    Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name
     
   * A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
     Adding up the layers of harmony
     And so it goes, on and on
     Melodies of life,
     To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond
     
    So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
    Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
    I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
    Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings
     
    In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
    Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?
     
   * Repeat
     
    If I should leave this lonely world behind
    Your voice will still remember our melody
    Now I know we'll carry on
    Melodies of life
    Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
    As long as we remember

My thanks for reading.