Monday, August 25, 2014

When remembering someone, makes you smile...

 
 
Ironic... I never expected that I'd run into this name once again. Well, this is her nickname. To me, this was the name of a girl that made me realize, I loved this one girl my entire high-school. She was special to me. Thou I recall how stupid, lame and idiotic I was when I meet her, when someone talks to her about how I feel. I really am embarrassed of that past. But I realize, high school made me who I was much of who I am today. I never got a chance to keep a photo of her. Never did a chance to have a good memory of her. But again, she was special to me also.

I was a lame teenager when I was in high school. Weirdest teen some would say. I was bookworm. Engrossed in the unexplained, paranormal and the other unworldly events. I have grown accustomed to the occult and read a lot of their history and background. Even studied paranormal psyche just for the knowledge of it. I was lets say, into weird stuff.

But to go back to the topic, this name, meant a lot to me. Well to be honest, their 7 ladies who had been verily important in my life. I wont name them all cause of what the repercussion it will give later if someone read this who know them so i keep my mouth shut or my mind shut.

I wish I can meet her again, just one time. I do know where she lives and I know she too has a family. I never did learned what has happened to her after college. I'll try to revisit some of it. I do hope someday, we can chance meet and have coffee even for like a few minutes, we can talk about some other things. Ill-fate made us not to be but I can never blame fate. I wont raise that question. For one, I am happily married. I've forgotten much about her. Three, well, I think she never liked me. We're just you know, what teens say nowadays, MU (mutual friends).

Well I'll try to stop here. Thanks for listening.